December 1, 2005
Don’t tell Stella Kate
Ok, don’t tell Stella Kate, but I snuck into her room while she was napping and took her pacifier!
I’m hoping that over the next few days she will forget about it. At least that’s what the pediatrician says will happen. When we went in to meet her new Alabama doctor he mentioned that her teeth are already being affected by it (not to mention the occasional heat rash). Great. She’ll be fine as long as we get rid of it soon. He believes in the cold turkey method. He says by Tuesday she won’t be asking for it anymore. I was planning on phasing it out (only in the house, then only in bed, etc.), but Wes and I finally agreed that we should probably just go ahead, bite the bullet and get it over with.
I’m so scared! We will definitely need some prayer for this! 
Way too self-conscience for this!
What the heck am I doing? Ok, I’ll admit it…I’ve become borderline obsessed with blogs. I have a few friends whose blogs I read daily, as well as all of the blogs listed on their pages! So I decided to see if I could do this blogging thing, too.
My first reaction is that I’m way too self-conscience for this. Do I really want random people reading my random thoughts? Actually, I don’t really care about the random people that much. It’s the people I know that worry me. What if I say something that offends, angers or just sounds completely stupid?
Maybe this is just the excercise I need to get me out of that crazy kind of thinking. Or maybe I am just a little bit crazy. I guess we’ll see.
